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…I gave my heart a long time ago, my whole heart. And I never really got it back…

…you’re the first boy I ever kissed and I want it to be my last…

–melanie carmichael

 

my horoscope reading for April 4, 2009

Every good thing must come to an end, but now you’ll have time for something new.

In Detail

Every good thing must come to an end, and you’ll be saying goodbye to a pleasant person or experience today. But don’t be too sad for too long — saying goodbye to one thing just gives you the opportunity to say hello to something new! It is a great day to put into action one of those ideas you’ve kept simmering on the back burner for so long. You can make something happen and embark on a whole new journey. Take advantage of the possibilities that are all around you.

I just read my horoscope for today…and it’s quite interesting.

“STRONG MEN STANDS UP FOR THEMSELVES; BUT STRONGER MEN STANDS UP FOR OTHERS”

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift—that is why they call it the present…Master Oogway - Kung Fu Panda

Getting back at somebody is never a consolation to anything…it will only get things worse.

Life has been very good to me, until I took it for granted….what a mess it did to  my life.

Now, I am trying to pull myself up and get back on my feet. It will take forever, I know, to heal all the wounds but I will not lose hope. I believe that He will save me from my sufferings….I just have to surrender myself to Him.

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)[?]

The Bottom Line

The rough patch you’re going through now will look like a wrinkle in the long run.

In Detail

Creating more romance to your life doesn’t just relate to a love relationship — romance is also a big part of how you relate to the world. Are your ideals losing some of their romance? Are you seeing things in a beautiful and hopeful way — or are you seeing them with suspicion and cynicism? Things can seem hopeless, but in the long term, any rough patch you’re going through will be a mere wrinkle in your life. Have hope for tomorrow. It will be better than today.

Well, things are looking good now…I hope it will continue….

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)[?]

The Bottom Line

Stop waiting for other people to follow through on their promises. Carry on alone.

In Detail

Are you waiting for other people to follow through on their promises? You could be waiting a long time — and you can’t afford to. So skip waiting on everyone else and get to working on what you need to get done today. Sure, you won’t be able to do one hundred percent of what you want to do, but if you wait for other people to come to your aid, you won’t get anything done at all. Save collaboration for some other day. Now, if you want to get something done, you have to do it yourself.

hahaha…sakto sa akin etong horoscope ko ah! Maybe it’s time for me to rely on my own. I’ll stop waiting for him…maybe wala na rin ako talagang hinihintay….

….the hardest part of letting go is saying goodbye. It hurts so much cause you know deep down you don’t want to say it, and would do anything to hold on to it even if it’s hurting you…hurting the both of you. Saying goodbye is really an unselfish act. It also is a big sacrifice on your part. It needs courage and strength to be able to go through with it.

I wish I may, I wish I might, I wish I could forget all these in one day and be back to normal tomorrow….Yeah, right!

I Can’t Find The Words To Say Goodbye - david gates

I

Can’t say I don’t love her
Still I can’t pretend,
And my heart is torn just knowing that..
I’m losing my bestfriend
If it easier said than done
then someone tell me why
Though I try,
I can’t find the words to say goodbye
II
I could tell her that I’m sorry
And hope she’ll understand
She will have to do with someone else
All that we have planned
I’d rather her hear the truth than hurt her with a lie
So, I tried I can’t find the words to say goodbye
Bridge
Now I know
I have to go…
There’s no other way
But goodbye is not what I can bring myself to say
III
If I told her see you later
Then I might be wrong
‘Cause this voice inside is driving me
to find where I belong
(And) I know I must leave her now but everytime I try
Don’t know why,
I can’t find the words to say goodbye
Don’t know why,
I can’t find the words to say goodbye

Why are there people in this world who wants to give suffering to other people’s lives? Why can’t they just be contented in what they have in their lives? To think they are already blessed with so much.

Aren’t they happy? Or they find happiness to other people’s suffering? What a pathetic life they have….

Maybe they just want attention? Maybe they longed to be cared by others? Maybe they just want to be noticed that they exist.

I pray for those people who can’t find happiness.I hope and pray that they would find what would really make them happy and be contented in whatever they have. And I also pray that they would realized what they’ve been doing to the people around them. I hope they would know how to respect other people, but maybe they don’t respect themselves too….

What a pathetic life they have!

I have been here in Canada for almost three months. And actually, it felt like I’ve been here for a year already. There so  many things happening in such a short time, dami kasing activities to attend to. Mahilig sila sa parties and get-together. I’ve met many pinoys here, mostly nga sila ang nakakasalamuha ko. Kaya nga feeling ko, I am still in the Philippines na may mga foreigner lang sa paligid. hehehe. Yun pala ako na ang foreigner. ;p

Isa pa nag change ang lifestyle ko, from a very busy citylife to a very relax ( sometimes boring ) suburban life. But it did me good, at least nabawasan ung lowback pain ko, which I kept on complaining when I was in the Philippines, with the prolong sitting I do at work. Now, bihira na syang umatake. Wala na ring traffic at ang pakikibuno ko sa MRT. Dito, halos wala kang masalubong sa daan. At syempre, ang big adjustment ko ay ang weather. Kung noon eh kaliligo ko palang eh pinagpapawisan na ako, dito eh halos ayaw mo na sana maligo dahil sa lamig. Ngayon ko nga lang naappreciate ang climate ng Pilipinas, I think much masaya pa rin kung tropical than this cold and so sad weather. Puro indoors lang ang activities as of now, kaya puro Karaoke lang ang pastime ng mga pinoy dito.

At alam mo ang nakakamiss din sa Pilipinas ay ang The Buzz…hehehe. Ewan, siguro nasa dugo ko na ung tsismis. hehehe. Hay, mas naappreciate ko ang pagkacreative ng mga pinoys pag dating sa mga tv shows.

Hay dami ko miss sa Pinas….uwi na ako…hehehe